I'm waiting for this one guy who would text me even though I get sick of his text, who would surprise me with things and gestures, who says cool phrases in conversations that are stuck in my head, who would sing, dance or play an instrument someday just for me. A guy who could read between the lines even if there was nothing there to decipher, a guy who would hold me tight. Someone who would hold me in his arms wherever we are even if I ask him not to. Cause I always repel, I always try to leave. Cause I'm scared to fall for someone, who was never actually serious. So please, this one guy, convince me.